Space of Time

Wondering, I heed the sound while most find such amusing. I left and saddled towards heart's hope in the first light dawning.

Not Yet and Now

I am slowly learning to live Between the not yet and now.

I Call Forth Faith

I don't need pain to make sense.

Pain

We’re too selfish when in pain.

Crevice

It is said that history was retold by victors. But I was merely a spectator. A man caught in the middle....

Ghost Story

3:45am Believe me when I say it weren't over. How you keep haunting me, Leaving me awake and sober. My heart wonders on what's left of you; Collecting fragments in the darkness of night. Learning to hold on what can't be touch, Peering through the rift of my reality. You're my ghost story. You were …

Chapter 1: A Flight Towards Home

I managed to walk straight through the waiting area. I see people coming and going. Families fetching and escorting their love ones. The looks of excitement and sadness mixed with hopeful anticipation that things will be fine. After all, most managed to return home. I wonder how these people will feel when they come back and find out that they are not the same person who once left.

Prologue

"Dad even told me once that if there’s anything I should be scared of, it was the people. How they do evil and blame the supernatural for it. I believed him for that."

Write Ups

Sept 13, 2003. It wasn't the picture of a good day. Dark clouds have gathered themselves in the sky above masking the town in a dark shade of gray. There was a storm brewing in. Honks and chatters surrounded the damp streets. It was a usual Monday afternoon. The street sides are crowding with stalls …

The Day I Went Home With A Heavy Heart

It was pass ten in the evening. I chose to walk along those darkly dimmed streets, dragging myself over the pavements and asphalt drenched by the earlier rain that night. Somehow, the feeling of being unsafe have never crossed my mind. Neither does the distance nor the aching feet. Truth was, I never entirely understood …

Afraid of Intimacy

I’ve had this conversation with one of my dear sister in Christ a few weeks ago. It was really great time as we shared of things that have happened to us recently. And there is something about knowing someone’s story that makes you look to your own as well. And then you realized that in …

Resolve

Firm and steady. But gracious to bend in the strong winds when necessary. Bend in such a way that we find ourselves coming back to our original stature. We sway in the movements of life but our feet remain rooted, unmoved in the ground. Because we have known and realized already that there's no better …

Fire

I thanked God for His fire that has never burned down. My heart occasionally gets cold. Cold that it no longer hurt when it needs to. Cold that it is no more aware of what it truly needs. It just run aimlessly to this world, looking for something to keep it going. And it did …

Leaf And A Life Of Death

Fall. Let go of your grip Sail by the winds Let it take you In some place unknown. And when it left you Lying in the ground With nothing but few Of your old remains. Be still and grumble not. Let the earth swallow Until you are no more. Embrace the process Take hold of …

Faith and Mere Attempts Of Walking In Water

Last night I went to bed with a smile on my face. The feeling was surreal like you came to some sort of epiphany. A rush of pure bliss and ecstasy coming over your soul, a mighty wave tossing you into the depths and it is all a good thing. Over the years, depths have never …

When Love Expects Me Not To Keep Record Of Wrongs

I find it as a mystery why people tend to forget things and yet unable to force themselves to forgetting. How forgetting became more of an unconscious act of the mind rather than a decision that we imposed to ourselves. We can never decide which memories will stay. So I guess time and chances do …

Consistency

No, I don't want to be strong. If being strong was only just for a moment. I want more than just a rush of adrenaline or a gush of passion that rarely makes it through the night. No, I don't want that. I want something that last even if my good days are all over …

Me And My Obsessive Desire For Walking

I love walking. I find it to be the one of the best and useful necessity in a human life. (Apparently, breathing is not optional as is sleeping.) I always look forward to have a short walk every day though some closest to me will not agree with my use of the word "short" since …

Night-Time Discoveries

I've gotten used on being wide awake in the late of night. Where everyone was in deep slumber and great darkness fell over most, I find myself being one of those privileged few who saw the unfolding of a great mystery. Where darkness makes us see cleary or was it the tears that fell who …

Random Story Write Ups

as continuation to Lanes, Lights And The Imbalance Among The Stars The day went by surprisingly slow after our first meeting. It was as if the time doesn't want to be measured by the clock anymore. Even my watch seems like it forgotten it's purpose. The rest of the day became a struggle of finishing things …